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04:03pm 23/01/2007 |
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Currently v.v.bored. Seriously considering either kicking indistinct image of immigration lawyer's nuts (or ovaries, if female) for tellling trusting mom I'd most definitely be in the US with her by last November (v.v.bad because Resolution #11 Forget about the US, dumbfuck) or wallowing in self-pity due to severely nonexistent career path, social and/or romantic and/or sex life, eventhough most frankly don't give a damn about latter since been thoroughly enjoying being a (mostly) happy, self-sufficient, self-validating, self- absorbedpossessed (Flirty, but was born with it.) cynic and any glimmer of romance will most definitely shit on everything turning me into more flirty lovesick puppy in schoolgirl uniform and piggytails. With googly poogly googoo eyes.  Or being somebody's stay at home dominant submissive (or is it submissive dominant? what's a nice word for whiner?) trophy barely legal boytoy husband, throwing Sunday brunches for friends. Minus prenup. Not entirely because I'm a goldigger but mostly as safety net. Hoping rich husband won't leave me if it means giving me half his assets (and/or regular alimony), in case love really ain't 'nuff. Twang twang di twang twang twang di twang. Otherwise, will turn into raving romanticynical hag with loads of money, still throwing Sunday brunches for friends. Though really doubting het marriage laws stand for homos. Though not being really picky about spousal sex. Though really doubting my chances either way. Resolution #4: Get some muscleage Clause 1: Shed more blubber. Hmph. Suddenly realized not as skinny as rich inner life has led me to believe. V.v.bad.  Currently wishing to contract rare, lethal, noncommunicable disease and live to tell about it in a bestselling book and on Oprah and Ellen and Rachel Ray and Tyra and John Stewart and Kitty facken Bartholomew, marry Lance Bass shortly after serendipitous meeting (seems like a nice, solid marrying type) and get US visa myself. Or for box of Piña Coladas mom sent to land on doorstep now since have been experiencing unscheduled cash strappedness (how did I spend 8 grand of child support in less than two weeks? how?) to buy own, stronger poison. And to stop sounding like a bad Bridget Jones ripoff. Undertone:  screwy OST: Escape - Rupert Holmes (Do you like Pina Coladuuuuhs?) |
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Splatter - 27 Splatter/s - ♥ - Tell a Friend - Permafrost
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09:46am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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and we didn't even spend that much together ha.. on gimiks!! bad, bad dino. mi mom is getting harder to please in the allowance department too. Was considering a job, but it sucked too much to apply and mi thinkie joko not likey workforce no more. choices: bum/live off moother or be the entreprenurial slut that I know I am deep down inside but was just too scared to be (nakaners) ask your sister if she wants to do business(back to the shirts that we talked about dati), am severely in the investing mood. .. me very bored as well, bad idea to go home after interview, should have gone to the office to be pseudo feelingera busy. :P |
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Reply - Thread - Permafrost
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10:03am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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True. I seriously don't know where those 8 facken grand went to. One week na lang naman "swelduhan" na eh. Really getting SEVERELY fucked up by dismissing thoughts of immigration altogether as have been counting on wonderful new fabulous start on wonderful new fabulous country of residence. But will be stuck deeper on v.icky rut if no me hacer lo. Shet. Spanish. Currently V.desperate (even more so like woah) to find wonderful new fabulous start in current country of residence. V.v.desperate. Seriously thinking of trying really weird avenues for wonderful new fabulous start. Pero shet. Immigration camown. Pero shet. Scrap. Fight lang ng fight. I shall find my wonderful new fabulous start and you shall find...well, ano ba? A boyfriend? A gold chef's hat? Your own company? A blazing corporate career na I swore I thought you were going for but thank god you didn't because if you did I probably wouldn't have seen you since you graduated? O baka naman gusto mo all of the above? Pwede rin. Basta ako, Grampa God at Papa Jesus, isang ZOMG!Epiphanic moment lang. Please. |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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10:23am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Hmm. Must tell Papa Jesus to give me le grand Epiphanic moment as well as you. Could be simultaneous? yah? Me very desperate as well. Stressed to the maxx, not wanting to find job (check), not wanting to be bored (check). I come to the conclusion that one, i'm one confused babygirl. Two, I should drop le ilusyon of babygirl-dom. Le Joko is le fat. and Three, I think the corporate world without my control is le sucky. Four, we should thank God that we have mothers who have lotsa moolah. Or at least enough to get my ass out of freakin' homeless lane. Own company, i think. Le decision, i think. My heartie hurts and is burdened. Joko needs some clarity. :( I need za talk with za volcano. that's what. |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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10:30am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Akei, shall tell Grampa God and Papa Jesus to send some clarity and ZOMG!Epiphany your way, too plus thanks for our moms. I really want to have a job though pero mej tamad din about finding one (and GAH, I bet stress for me) since spoilt anak ng Diyos nga ako. Although I already kind of found one I want to have, kailangan ko lang ifight ang pagkuha sa kanya. Pero as back up plan, death to APAC if they reject me. Death to APAC. |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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10:32am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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i doubt that APAC will reject you. I siincerely doubt that. Two, i also found a job that I might be ok for, but they still haven't called me. And shuckers, kakaapply ko lang kahapon. Haha. If the job doesn't pan out, I'm putting up a business. gotta start building the empire. haha. |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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10:40am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Ay, they better not reject me. Anthrax to their children if they do. Wait, the one na may sex whatever sa whatever form nila? Fairness, patawa sila. Wag ka sanang demanding diba, kahapo ka pa lang pala nag apply eh :P Ako mej matagal pa ang application ng aking dream job so I'd probably go to APAC na within the next 2-3 weeks since I doubt I'd be this motivated again in a long time. Para if I don't get dream job, keri. If I get it, tagal tagal pa naman start eh. Not going to start worrying about long term whatevernesses muna. Shet, I have loads of time pa to earn a decent pension no. (In fairness, I think about it obssessively minsan) Besides, feel ko talaga by some stroke of luck, I shall come across great wealth all my own someday. Ha! |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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10:56am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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ay ditto about the feeling about the stroke of luck factor. imberna kasi ng mga feeling special. nope the sex questionnaire was from cinnabon, how cinnabon and sex go together.. haha, rather not think about it. haha. ..i want to job hunt rin, pero tinatamad akong magpacute, tiring siya. actually kung hindi lang talga ako maarte, may readymade companies na naman.. dyusko bakit pa kasi ako hindi naging boblats.. things would be a lot easier. hay... |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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11:05am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Nako dream job aside, kailangan ko pang mag invest in more kagalang galang clothes. Kailangan na ring mag grow up ng wardrobe ko! |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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11:13am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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haha, naging problem ko yan, i actually wore bie's clothes. (shhh! wag ka maingay) all my business clothing are bigger than expected *tee*to*the*hee*hee* but seriously, i was overdressed for the cinnabon position. bad joko, bad, bad joko. please gawd, send me that writing job! now na! |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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11:15am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Jusko naman man, baka naman akala nila you were applying as a franchisee. :P |
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Reply - Parent - Thread - Permafrost
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11:20am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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no, as a baking associate. le gasp. i thought industrial kitchen. but no... if ever, magbabarista na lang ako. haha. feeling ko nga eh, feeling nila franchisee ako. haha. enihoo. i need to move le butt. or think of business. magtayo na lang tayo ng iprentahan ng tshirt, at ibenta sa tiangge. haha. |
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11:23am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Halikaaaaaaaaaaa maging barista tayooooo XD Pero shet, pangarap ko yun ah. Join na rin ang 7-Eleven midnight shift person. At video store (midnight shift din ata. bampira) person. Pero wala nang video stores ngayon. Grabe na ang term na imprentahan. Grabe na. |
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11:30am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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sabihin mo sa sister mo, seryoso naiisip ko siya ngayon, ewan ko rin kung bakit. may iniisip nga akong iba eh.. pero hehe, saka na yun. tanong mo muna kung interesado pa siya. or halaharsh ba siya ng busy? -------- apply tyo sa starbucks! parang gusto ko, management trainees hindi baristas. haha. walang sense ang culinary knowledge, ko pero happy yon!! coffee breaks natin libreng kape!!! |
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12:00pm 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Oo tapos Sbucks tagaytay tayo. Or sheeeet metrowalk for Korean daddies!!!!! Shall ask ate about imprenta XD |
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12:20pm 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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wag sa mamplasan di ba? haha, masyadong maraming possibles na makita.. pero parang fun. haha. |
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09:29am 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Well not much for me kasi hindi naman ako CSA baby eh :^___^: |
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11:03am 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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haha, tagaytay na lang para may uly factor/. haha. nakakahiya!! haha. |
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08:01am 25/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Juskoooooooooooo :P Hags kaya magbarista sa tagaytay. Busy forEVAR. |
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11:08am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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were the comments a sub-part of the entry? ^^ |
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11:18am 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Ha! Kung may magbobother magbasa, foine. Pero shet, almost...two weeks na kaming hindi nagkikita ni ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jokoness eh. '~__^ In fairness over the holidays almost every other other other day kaladkarin ako niyan '~__^ Anyhoo, pengeng paper clips at assorted goodies na nanakaw mo sa iyong previous (na ba?) job! |
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01:31pm 23/01/2007 (UTC) |
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i did read it. was fun. ^^ i haven't taken anything. i'm thinking of a much bigger scheme. hahaha! want an lcd screen na lang? ^^ btw, you look so thin sa entry mo.. :) |
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09:28am 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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You mean this one? Nako, ang taba ko nga eh. And yes. LCD screen. Yes. Yes! I will marry you!!!! |
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03:07am 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Let's be neighbors.  "Hullo, welcome to Sunny Square Hills! Here, I baked muffins for you and your husband. I weaved the baskets and embroidered the napkins, too. Care to join me for tea after my Gheyer Homes and Gardens shoot? I'll introduce you to the Knitting Club.  Suddenly I want to marry a politician. Weekly luncheons for cronies are my thing. |
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09:26am 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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"Why, of course, comare, your husband can have his meetings d'avance in our little private island if he wants. Pero tell him to tell customs to give my husband's shipping some leeway ha. *matronly laugh*" Quick, choose: Gretchen o Ruffa? Whojawannabe? Gretchen o Ruffa? Tayo ang magiging next Gretchen and Ruffa. Ha! |
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03:45pm 24/01/2007 (UTC) |
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Tapos our kids will be amigos in IS Manille.
Woofa. Yilmaz makes me go woof-woof.
But I think Greta has a better wardrobe.
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